Many, many, many O.C~

Playing with brush~ Reeeeeaaally hard though~

A BRIDE~

I don't know why but out of sudden I felt like drawing a bride... Kekekekeke.... Nonsense~

A sketch... Took me 2 hours to draw it....

Complete!!!

A gift for him~

I went to a shopping complex nearby with my brother and his cute girlfriend (hey, when I said cute, that means reeeally cute!). So, I went to S&J, one of my favorite stores. I saw a nice jar, but I decided to buy a jar at Home Decor next store (it just cost me RM 5.00). Then, I bought some stuff from S&J. Other are mine. Hahahaha... And I really enjoyed making them!

 Cannot see the head~

 See, Beruang, I made you roses just like what you asked! Satisfied?

 Small note for ya~

For the side~~

So, how? Nice?? See ya next time~

ONCE is ENOUGH!

Annoying, annoying, annoying, ANNOYING!!! I'm tired of her lecture!!! Really tired!! She said it once, then it is ENOUGH!!! MORE THAN ENOUGH!!! DAMMIT! I'm... I'm... SICK of it!!! She was the one who decided it for me! She didn't allow me to go for what I really interested of! She was the first person who said 'NO' to me- And now, she is the one who doubts me!!! DAMMIT!!!

So what if I did post my passion on FB? Hey, those arts took me days! And I did it not continuously!!! Even nowadays, I spent more time for studies that literally killing me instead of drawing arts which are my heaven for me! My grades are picking up, even though they aren't happening drastically! Now, I'm reaching same level like others!!!!

In fact, being an engineer has never been my dream! Never in my life I said I want to be an engineer. When I was young, I never told anyone that 'When I grow up, I want be an engineer, so that blablabla...'. NEVER!!! I kept saying that 'Oh, an artist!!!' Then, she pulled her face!

Hey, this is MY LIFE we're talking about! MY PATH!! Not YOURS!!! Your path has been decided, so live with it! Don't use my life to achieve what COULDN'T achieve before!!!

DAMN! I HATE YOU!!!

TRANSFORM!!!

She has changed!! Seriously, from a cute-cute and timid-timid girl, now she has become a princess!!! Wow!!! Never in my life, I'd see that she'd like that. I mean, it is good to see her changing. But, it seems so drastic!!! Can you imagine, before this she has a fine hair, then this year, suddenly she changed her hairstyle. I thought I heard she wanted to leave it naturally. Well, then I just let it slipped. And now, she wears contact lens. Wait up~ I thought she don't like it. I guess it becomes 'didn't like it'.

I really don't understand. Why she changed so much? My friends are not princess-wanna-be. We are fine. Not 'fashion victims' either. Of course, sometimes we'd scream like hell when we heard 'SALE!!!'. We are girls after all. Also, we are students. So, we don't have so much money to spend and sale is the right time. But, it doesn't mean that we'd change our fashion drastically.

I can't deny that nowadays I have become more feminine. But, hey, come on~ I can't stay act like boys forever, right? But, I didn't go and changed my clothes. I didn't wear contact lens (I tried once before, and I hated it!). Dang~

Some people claim that because of someone. And I know that someone. In my opinion (sounds like an essay sentence), if you want to change yourself for someone, make sure it is worth! 

To that someone:

I don't mind about your relationship. And I don't even ever think to destroy. I have my own life, you have yours~ I have someone to take care of, and you have yours too. So, please. She has changed so much because of you, so please take the responsibility and take care of her heart and feelings. And you can start it by being honest about your relationship with her. You know how much I hate it when I see you guys are together for almost every breath, every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every week and every month!!! (I'm exaggerating, aren't I?) But, please, you get it, aren't you? It is tiring seeing you so lovey-dovey and yet haven't declared!! Gosh, do you want me to teach you how? It's easy, just go and find her (no need to do so since you guys are always together) and confess it!! EASY!!! Or you don't want to take any responsibility anymore? Coward!! What is your problem huh? WHY??? I want to know!!! I really am!!! Come and see me if you've got any problems with me!!! I'm tired of this!!!

Sky of LOVE

I watched an old movie (a 2007 movie- I know, I'm way too late, right? Who cares anyway~) named Koizora. My beloved roommie downloaded it. She said she watched it once, then suddenly the surge of watching the movie came back. She said to me that the movie is nice. So, I guess, my curiosity ate me up~ So, yeah, I watched it! (I repeat the same word, na???)

And, yes! The movie is indeed lovely, sweet and mushi-mushi~ (I mean, cute). But it is also a very sad movie. I just.... (T_____T) Yes, I cried! Mommy~~

The plot is quite simple... I won't tell you cause you can find it in Internet, na??? And actually I could predict what will happen next. But, hehehehe... The actor is damn handsome. And also he is quite similar to Niou! (Hey, stop comparing him with your Niou!!)

 Haruma Miura and Yui Aragaki

 Don't you think he is super charming?? Kya~

Actually, this movie is based on a cell phone novel (one of Japanese cultures~). And it is undeniable that I really respect the author. (Hey, you only need a cell phone and line Internet, and POOFFF!!! You just have a movie!!!) Mannnnn... I hope I can write a nice story like this... (URRRGGGHH, I'm super jealous now!!!)

Projects!!

So far I have done few projects! My fanfiction and of course; my drawing!!!

Inking part~

After finished coloring~

After edited it using opaque color~

My on-going project!

I don't get it!!!

This is totally nonsense!! Why??? Why people always jump to their own conclusion without asking the person first??? I don't get it!! I mean, come on~ I'm holding myself because I want to respect that person!!! Once is enough for me, and I don't want to repeat the history! Please, everyone should have known already why I'm doing this, right? Even my roommie can understand my action without asking me about it. If you want to continue it, go ahead!!! It's not that I don't care, I just don't mind about it!! And, 'don't mind' and 'don't care' are two different things!!! IF... If you are doubting yourself, come and see me. PAST IS PAST. Have you heard of 'let bygone, be bygone'? I won't go and stab you or what-so-ever. I'm not that kind of person, okay? I thought I have told you already about this; never stereotype me with others! In fact, if it is really happening, then I would be happy. Most probably the happiest person in the world!!! At least I won't be haunted by guilty. Geez, why you do this to me??? I just don't get it!!

Rewind~

I was cleaning my stuff, and I have found something!! Hahahaha... my old artworks... Seriously, I never thought that I would find them...

Just a sketch~

I don't have any idea what was I thinking that time...

Yay~ A bunch of girls!!!!

Uh... So messy...